我使恶魔都安息了 我迷失了方向 精神崩溃了
把我的心埋在你冰冷的子宫里
远离光明 进入地球沉默的音调 -燕子的岛羚
莉雅 你好了吗？ Lea, you almost ready?
是的 这就来 Yeah, I'm coming.
亲爱的 我们不想迟到 We don't wanna be late, honey.
我说这就来了 I said I'm coming.
好吧 Alright, come on.
你最近怎么样? How have you been?
还行 Alright.
还行？ Just alright?
是啊 差不多 Yeah, I guess so.
差不多？ You guess so?
好的不能再好了 Everything's just fine and dandy.
就挺好的 Just peachy.
莉雅 你知道讽刺帮不到你 Lea, you know sarcasm doesn't help.
那你想我说说我父母离婚的事？ So you want me to talk about my parents' divorce?
当然 如果有用的话 Sure, if it helps.
还是说我自杀的想法 Or about my suicidal thoughts,
或者是我奶奶 or about the fact that my grandma thinks
认为我被魔鬼附身的事实? that I'm possessed by the devil?
我是来倾听的 You know, I'm here to listen.
有时这就是我们需要的 Sometimes it's all we need.
你开的那些药呢? Yeah, and what about the drugs that you pricks prescribed?
那些让大家安静闭嘴的药 Whatever keeps the masses docile.
我以前给你开过药吗? Have I ever prescribed you any drugs before in the past?
没有 我相信你会开的 No, but I'm sure you will.
我们已经会诊多久了？ We've been meeting for how long now?
一个月？ A month?
是啊 差不多一个月 Yeah, that sounds about right.
你会做出诊断 So, you're gonna make a diagnosis
告诉我妈妈我可能想自杀 and tell my mom I might try to kill myself,
然后他们会给我灌满药 and then they're gonna pump me full of meds,
因为你们这些医生都是这样的 because that's what you do, and then
然后那些药会让我保持镇静 they're gonna keep me all nice and calm
直到我30岁 然后我就会发疯 until I'm 30, and then I'll blow my fucking brains out.
这就是药物的作用 Because that's exactly how these meds work.
你想想 这一切都是政府 You see, it's just the government
和那些大型制药公司搞的 and the big Pharma companies.
他们把手伸进对方的裤子里 They've got their hands down each other's pants.
他们互相爱抚 They're stroking each other off,
一直在撸那个小东西 all the while screwing the little guy.
你真的相信没有让癌症痊愈的方法吗? You really don't think there's a cure for cancer?
我说那是胡扯 'Cause I say that's bullshit.
他们才不关心我 They don't care about me.
没有人会关心 Nobody does.
这些都是会循环的 You see, it all cycles back.
你都听明白了吗? Did you get all that?
你是个聪明的姑娘 莉雅 You're a smart girl, Lea.
我知道 Yeah, I know.
我就是个疯子 I'm a fucking lunatic.
嗨 孩子 Hi, kiddo.
我们可以一起呆一晚 You know, I was thinking maybe we could have a night in,
看个电影什么的 maybe watch a movie or something.
当然 Sure.
看你了 It's your choice.
你有什么特别想看的吗? Is there anything in particular you wanna watch?
我这几天不上班 You know, I'm off the next couple of days.
你想干什么咱们就干什么 We can do anything you want.
看你了 Your choice.
好的 Cool.
我知道现在对你来说很艰难 You know, I know it's hard for you right now.
孩子 我在努力让一切都好起来 You know, kiddo, I'm trying to make this alright.
我知道你觉得这都是我的错 I know you feel like this is all my fault,
我知道这是我的错 但我还是想努力弥补 and I know it is, but again, I'm trying to make it alright.
我在尽力了 I'm trying to do the best I can.
没关系 It's fine.
你口上这么说 但我知道有关系 You say it's fine, but I know it's not.
那 学校怎么样？ How's school, at least?
学校怎么样了？ How's school?
糟透了 Sucks.
这就是你想听的吗? Is that what you wanted to hear?
不是特别想听这个 但是 Well, not particularly, but
至少你要和我说说话 at least you're gonna talk to me.
我也是从你这么大过来的 I was a teenager once.
我知道这个年纪的烦心事 我也懂青少年 I know how we can be, how teens can be.
我要你知道 你是可以说出自己的心声的 I need you to know that you can stand up for yourself.
我能照顾好自己 I can take care of myself.
我知道你可以 但我不是这个意思 I know you can, and that's not what I'm saying.
我只知道这很难 I just know that it can be hard,
孩子们也会很苛刻 但我要你知道 and kids can be harsh, and I need you to know
无论怎么样 我都会在你身边 that I am here for you no matter what.
我会待在你身边 I am here for you.
别这样 Please.
你经历过 那你应该更懂才对 You were here, so you know how it is,
你懂的 这不重要 and you know it doesn't matter.
这很重要 It does matter.
看着我 Look at me.
看着我 拜托 Look at me, please.
看着我 Look at me.
我只是想让你知道我在你身边 好吗 I just want you to know that I am here, 'Kay?
好吧 Yeah.
莉雅 别这样 Lea, please?
过来 你这个小贱人 Come here, you little bitch.
你在哪？ Where you at?
你在哪？ Where are you?
出来 出来 Come out, come out.
你怕什么？ What are you so afraid of?
你能相信那个小贱人 Can you believe that little bitch
想参加拉拉队吗？ tried out for the cheerleading squad?
真是个怪胎 What a freak.
她有妄想症吗？ Is she delusional?
她只是不想像她讨厌的妈那样 She just doesn't wanna end up like her horrible mother.
学校里没有人喜欢你 You know, nobody at school likes you.
你最后会像你妈一样 You're just gonna end up like your mother.
怎么了？ What's the matter?
你为什么害怕？ Why are you afraid?
莉雅 出来吧 你这个小怪胎 Lea, come out, you little freak.
抓住她 Get her.
噢 我们看起来像害怕的样子么 小婊砸 Aww, are we scared, little bitch?
怎么了？哈？ What's the matter? Huh?
怎么了？ What's the matter, huh?
你要再割自己几刀吗? You gonna cut yourself some more?
好吧 好吧 Yeah, yeah.
我要是你就自杀了 You know, you should just kill yourself.
没有你 世界会更美好 The world would be a better place without you.
你应该为这世界做个好事 去死吧 You should just do the world a favor and die already.
没有你 世界会更美好 The world would be such a better place without you.
你能相信吗？ Can you believe this?
地上躺了个蠢婊子 Stupid bitch on the floor.
麦迪逊 你确定我们要走吗? Madison, you sure we should just get outta here?
麦迪 Maddy!
哦 天哪 Oh my god.
别再惹我了 贱人 Don't fucking mess with me, whore.
你疯了吗? Are you psychotic?
你有什么问题？ What is wrong with you?
-不然我杀了你 -把她放开 -Or I will fucking kill you. -Put her down.
我们走 麦迪 Let's get out of here, Maddy.
住脚 你会把我鞋子弄脏的 Stop, you're gonna get my shoes dirty.
停下 Stop.
你好没礼貌 You're so rude.
真是个坏小子 Not appropriate.
你喜欢啊 You love it.
不 我不喜欢 No, I don't.
-停 -你喜欢 -Stop it. -You do.
真的 住脚啊 Really, stop.
你弄脏了我的鞋 You know you got dirt on my shoe,
我得把它擦干净 and now I'm gonna have to clean it.
那是什么？ What's that?
能让你感觉好点的东西 Something that's gonna make you feel better.
是吗？ Is it?
是啊 就像维生素一样 Yeah, it's like a vitamin.
维生素？ A vitamin?
我不是已经吃很多了吗? Don't I take plenty of those already?
但这个很特别 Yeah, but this one's special.
相信我 Trust me.
这会让我感觉好点吗？ And it's gonna make me feel better?
宝贝 我对你撒过谎吗? Babe, have I ever lied to you?
我撒过吗？ Have I?
我料你不敢回答 我知道你回答不了 I dare you to answer that, 'cause I know you can't.
是啊 You're right.
我应该相信你 Well, I guess I should just trust you then.
什么都没有 Here goes nothing.
你会喜欢的 You're gonna love it.
再等一下 Just give it a few seconds.
1 2 3 One, two, three,
4 four,
5 five.
你去哪儿了? Where have you been?
外面 Out.
和谁在外面 Out, out with who?
就外面 Out.
等等 看着我 Wait, wait, look at me.
你嗑药了吗？ Are you high right now?
你嗑药了吗？ Are you high?
和你有什么关系? What's it matter to you?
关系大了 It matters a lot.
关系可大了 It matters a whole lot.
看着我 Look at me.
坐好 别动 That's it, that's it.
我受够你和这个男孩在一起了 I'm done with you seeing this boy.
如果我再见你和他在一起 If I find him within 100 feet of you,
场面不会好看的 it will be very sorry.
去你的 Fuck you.
别再碰我了 Don't you ever fucking touch me again.
我很抱歉 I am so sorry.
我很抱歉 I am so, so sorry.
对不起 我很抱歉 I am, I'm sorry, please.
跟我说说话 Just talk to me, please.
我很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
莉雅 别这样 Lea, please.
让我进来好吗？ Let me in, please?
开门 Open the door.
把门打开 拜托 Open the door, please.
如果能让你好过点 那你打我吧 If it makes you feel any better, I'll let you hit me.
会让你感觉好点吗? Would that make you feel better?
打开门 Please, just open the door.
给我一记耳光吧 Sock me right in the mouth.
求你了 Please?
莉雅 开门吧 Lea, please.
我很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
开开门 Please?
不 不 No, no.
放手 莉雅 Let it go, Lea, please.
见鬼 Shit.
你好 我能帮你什么吗？ Hi, how can I help you?
我是来找布莱恩的 I'm here to see Brian.
他们来了 Yeah, they're here.
嘿 进来吧 Hey, come on in.
对 我忘了 Right, I forgot.
我得开始了 I have to start.
我和我妈妈吵了一架 So, I got in a fight with my mom,
我想割自己 但最后我割伤了她 and I tried to cut myself, but I ended up cutting her.
没关系 It's okay.
不过 这是一场意外 It was an accident, though.
你知道 那件事发生了 So, you know, that happened,
我和我男朋友的关系很僵 and I got pretty fucked up with my boyfriend.
你妈妈还好吗？ Is your mother okay?
我们很好 Oh, yeah, we're fine.
你没事吧？ So you're okay?
当然没事 Definitely okay.
很好 That's good.
你在吸毒吗? Now, were you taking drugs?
我在吸毒 Yeah, I was taking drugs.
你是觉得你必须吸它们吗？ Did you feel like you had to take them?
上次会谈你不是还 Were you not adamantly against prescriptions
坚决反对开药方吗? at our last session?
是的 但是这不一样 Yeah, but these are different.
心理医生给你的那些 The ones that your shrink gives you,
是为了让你镇静 those are to keep you docile.
我嗑的那些 解放了我 The ones I took, they liberated me.
我同意 I can't help but disagree.
那些药物创造出来的是一个虚假的世界 They create a false world, nothing more
只不过是一个幻想的世界 than a fantasy world.
它们充其量只是暂时的 They're temporary at best.
是啊 但在那种幻想中 我可以自由 Yeah, but in that fantasy, I can be free.
自由？ Free?
你能描述一下这种自由吗？ Can you describe this freedom?
就好像我所有的烦恼都被冲走了 It's like all my cares are just washed away, and I feel
我感到飘飘欲仙 weightless.
除了我什么都不重要了 It's like nothing else matters but me,
我所有的烦恼都消失了 and all of my worries are gone.
在那一刻 只有我 In that moment, it's just me.
你要知道 木偶只有爱上掌控它的线 You see, a puppet is free
它才会自由 only if it loves its strings.
我明白了 好吗？ I get it, okay?
你会弹吉他吗？ Do you play?
你可以说我略有涉猎 You could say I dabble, but I wouldn't say
但我不会说我弹的很好或什么的 I'm good or anything.
没关系 That's alright.
事实上 我发现 I find playing an instrument
演奏乐器是一种解放身心的方式 can be quite liberating, actually.
用你的话来说 是很幸福的 To steal your words, it's almost blissful.
你可以学一首歌 一个简单的和弦 You could learn a song, a simple chord.
会带来一种巨大的成就感 It's a great sense of accomplishment,
至少对我来说是这样 at least for me anyways.
如果你愿意 你可以弹 You could play if you want.
真的吗？ You sure?
当然了 Positive.
如果你想把剩下的时间都花在弹吉他上 If you wanna spend the rest of the session
你可以随便弹 just playing, feel free to do so.
如果你愿意 我还可以免费给你上一节课 I'll even throw in a free lesson if you want.
你可以成为一个了不起的推销员 You could make one hell of a salesman.
来 我们试试这个 Here, let's try this.
我们要做的是 首先 Okay, so what we do is, first of all,
这是一把右手吉他 你显然是个左撇子 this is a right-hand guitar, and you're obviously a leftie,
这是一把右手吉他 and this is a right-hand guitar,
所以这把吉他对你来说不太顺手 so the guitar's a little upside down for you right now.
如果你真的想演奏 I would recommend if you really wanted to play
我建议你可以把琴弦的顺序换一换 that you could either restring it to a left-handed guitar,
或者你可以买一个左手吉他 or you could actually buy a left-handed guitar.
我会和你妈妈谈谈这个问题 I'll talk to your mom about that.
事实上 我说不定可以说服她 In fact, I might even have a word with your mom about that.
好吧 'Kay.
这些就是弦 So these are pretty much the strings here.
这些是高音弦 These are the high strings.
这些是低音弦 这些是音品 懂吗？ These are the low strings, and these are keys, 'Kay?
这是一个调音器 And this here is a tuner.
这是我们的好朋友 弦扭 It's our little friend the Snark.
好了 用这只手 'Kay, so, and with this hand,
用你的手指在这里 you would pick with your fingers over here.
这只手 And with this hand, this is
按弦手 what is called our fretting hand, okay?
所以你的拨音手和你的按弦手 So you've got your picking hand and your fretting hand
在一起互相配合 and they both kinda work together.
这只手做这件事 那只手做那件事 One does one thing, and the other does the other thing,
一段时间后 虽然起初有点笨拙 and after a while, it's a little clumsy at first,
但是你会习惯的 相信我 but you get used to it, and trust me when I say,
过一段时间后 这对你会很有治疗作用 this could be very therapeutic for you after a while,
它可能让你暂时逃脱当下 and it could be a little form of escapism for you,
它可能会帮助你解决一些问题 and it may help you with some of your problems.
好的 'Kay.
嘿 宝贝 Hey, babe.
给你点东西 Got you a little something.
谢谢 Thanks.
约翰刚打电话来 So, John just called.
他想知道我们等下要不要一起出去 He wants to know if we wanna hang out later.
当然要了 Yeah, sure.
我们要干什么？ What are we doing?
我不知道 I don't know, stuff.
瞎晃悠吧 Just hanging out.
好吧 随便吧 Sure, whatever.
好吧 我就当你答应了 Alright, I'll take that as a yes.
来吧 Come on.
-我感觉不舒服 -来吧 I don't feel well. Come on.
别 Stop.
我感觉不太好 I don't feel good.
住手 Just stop.
好吧 Fine.
你能送我回家吗 Can you take me home?
不 为什么？ No, why?
怎么了？ What's the matter?
我跟你说了我感觉不舒服 I told you I don't feel well.
好吧 好吧 Yeah, okay, fine.
停 停 Stop, stop.
怎么了？ What's the matter?
幸好你没吐到我车上 Yo, good thing you didn't get that shit on my seat.
莉雅 Lea.
亲爱的 我在泡茶 Come on, honey, I'm making tea.
我们可以谈谈 We can talk about this.
莉雅 来吧 Lea, come on.
莉雅 Lea.
上帝保佑美国 God bless America.
莉雅 Lea.
喜欢吗？ Like it?
我知道 I know, right.
看好了 我现在做的 Oh, what I'm doing here, what I'm doing here.
米克在这 So we got Mick right here.
这是我 This is me.
那是我的小弟弟 And that's my dick.
你真是个该死的混蛋 You are a fucking dick.
哦 我也爱你 Oh, I love you too.
我真讨厌这种事 I fucking hate when that happens.
你知道我意思的 You know what I mean.
当然 Exactly.
说真的 我为什么要捡垃圾? I mean, seriously, why should I be picking up the trash?
有专门的清洁工啊 There's janitors for that.
那难道不是他们的工作吗 I thought that was their fucking job.
后来发生了什么 伙计? So what happened then, man?
我告诉他们 如果要我来捡 I told 'em if I end up picking it up,
我会把它塞进他的屁股 I'm gonna shove it up his ass.
是啊 Hell yeah.
所以我被炒了 但是去他的 So I got a write up, but fuck that shit.
不管怎样 我正在找一份新工作 I'm looking for a new job anyways.
把它塞进他的屁股里 宝贝 Yeah, shove it up his ass, baby.
我一直劝他辞职 不是吗? I kept telling him to ditch that place anyways, didn't I?
你当然劝了 You sure did, babe.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
妈的 如果有什么好货 也让我知道 Fuck, if there's anything, let me know.
我已经穷得叮当响了 I've been broke as fuck.
好的 我们知道 贱人 Forever, yeah, we know, bitch.
不过你真的得自己有点长进了 米克 You'd actually have to get off your ass and look, Mick.
但话说回来 你 But then again, you'd have...
对 确实 Yeah, get off my ass and look.
是 我知道 Yeah, I know.
我要为此干杯 I'll drink to that.
敬美好的时光 To the good times.
是啊 好时光 Yeah, good times.
你不喝酒吗? Are you not drinking?
我待会再喝 I'll have one later.
我们吵了一架 Yeah, we've been arguing for a little bit.
她一直生我的气 但我可是史蒂夫 She's been mad at me, but I'm Steve.
她不能永远生我的气 She can't stay mad at me forever.
我本人就在这 Don't talk about me like I'm not here.
别紧张啊你 Someone needs to relax.
随便了 Whatever.
该死 Damn.
她说了 混蛋 She told you, asshole.
好吧 听着 Alright, look.
伙计们 我有东西要给你们 I got something for us, guys.
总得有人让我们在这种紧张的时刻放松心情 Someone put our minds at ease for these stressful times.
像过去那样的派对 Party like the old days.
看看这些宝贝 Check these babies out.
昨天你说你什么都没有 Yesterday you said you didn't have any.
搞什么鬼？ What the fuck?
可能我不想给你 Maybe I didn't wanna give you any.
你想过吗? Did you ever think of that?
妈的 米克 你总想着你自己 Damn, Mick, you always think about yourself.
总是想着你自己 米克 Always think about yourself, Mick.
米克这个 米克那个 Mick this, Mick that.
对 对 Right, right.
捉弄善良的老米克总是很好玩 Always funny to pick on good old Mick.
你知道吗 我告诉你一件事 You know what, I'll tell you something though.
低价买来上等货色确实感觉不错 It does feel good to undercut big Pharma.
可不是 总是和体制抗争 My man, always fighting the system.
对啊 如果我们不来 谁来？ Well, yeah, if not us, who?
谁来对付他们？ Who's gonna fight 'em?
积极分子 法规 The activists, regulations.
我不知道 差不多就这样 I don't know, shit like that.
管他的 Whatever.
在那之前 靠我了 Until that happens, I'm the guy.
不管怎样 你不要断货就好 Yo, whatever happens, you just keep 'em coming.
我就关心这个 That's all I care about.
知道吗 伙计们？ You know what, guys?
我该开始向你们收费了 I should start charging you for this shit.
我会大赚一笔的 I'd make a killing.
我连工作都不用找了 I wouldn't even have to find another job.
做一个毒贩子 So be a drug dealer.
为什么不？ Well, yeah, why not?
我的父母总是说 I mean, my parents always said
我有创业精神 I had an entrepreneurial spirit.
让派对开始吧 Yeah, let's get this party started.
哦 我明白了 Oh, I see.
所以你把贩毒 So you put dealing drugs in the same category as,
和经营商店归为一类? I don't know, running a store?
我不在乎 I don't care.
只要我还能得到免费赠品 As long as I still get freebies.
我相信我们可以以后再讨论 I'm sure we can discuss that later.
不 不 不 我想再听听 No, no, no, I'd like to hear about this store
这家没有墙的店的事 with no walls more.
约翰 你想法确实不错 You're a real profound guy, John.
我要注册商标的 所以你没法窃取了 Well, yeah, I'm trademarking that so you can't use it.
别担心 我不会的 Don't worry, I won't.
很好 因为我也不会让你这么做的 Good, 'cause I wasn't gonna let you.
好吧 我不会的 Fine, I'm not going to.
伙计们 闭嘴 放松 Guys, just shut up and relax, just
听音乐 listen to the music.
真是 It's so
太神奇了 magical.
伙计 约翰 我要么就太嗨了 要么... Dude, John, I'm either really high, or,
我听不见音乐 well, I can't hear the music.
是不是因为 Is it 'cause
嗯 yeah.
我最近睡得不多 I haven't been getting much sleep,
但这是意料之中的事 你知道吗？ but it's kinda to be expected, you know?
离婚的过程很艰难 But, the divorce, it's been rough.
他没有经常出现在我们的生活中 He hasn't been there a lot.
他认为莉雅只是在乞求关注 He thinks that Lea's just begging for attention
哭泣之类的 and crying and whatnot.
那他以前有在你们身边吗？ But was he really there before?
你自己一个人包揽了大部分事情 You've been doing most of this yourself,
即便在你结婚的时候 所以你们最后才会离婚 even when you were married, hence the divorce.
在一定程度上 他是的 He was to a point, I guess.
我的意思是 大家都很难理解 I mean it's hard for anybody to try to understand.
她现在只是纯粹青春期？ Is she being an innocent teenager?
还是她是不是出了什么事 经历人生低谷？ Is she having an episode, falling down a hole?
就像他们说的那样 堕落 Spiraling, as they like to call it.
很难辨识 It's very hard to tell.
任何人都很难说准 It's hard for anybody to tell.
她一直都很内向害羞 She's always been a little wallflower,
有时努力去融入大伙儿 有时不 trying to fit in, trying not to fit in
也不跟父母说话 and not talking to parents.
青春期 It's a teenage thing.
我们知道 We know that.
我们已经谈过了 We've had talks.
我不知道她是否理解了 I don't know if she gets it, but at least
但至少她坐在那里听我说 she's sitting there listening to me,
所以我觉得有些理解 但很难 so I think some of it's sinking in, but it is hard.
我不想说什么会激怒她的话 I don't wanna say something that'll trigger her.
现在别再逃避我的问题了 Now quit with the blanket answers.
告诉我到底是什么让你心烦 Tell me really what's hurting you and bothering you.
我们是最好的朋友 We're best friends.
你能和我一起哭 一起说话 You should be able to cry with me and talk with me.
我在这 I'm here.
我在你身边 I'm there for you.
我是为你女儿而来的 I'm there for your daughter.
我一直是 也将永远是 I always have been, and I always will...
我知道她很爱你 I know she loves you a lot.
她给你打过电话 给你发短信了吗？ Has she called you, text you, anything?
她不肯开口 She doesn't open up.
你试过和她说话吗? Have you tried talking to her?
抱歉 我是一团糟 Sorry, I'm a mess.
你现在是我的治疗师吗？ Are you my therapist now?
我们本应该聚在一起 We're supposed to be getting together,
聊聊天 谈八卦 having girl talk, talking about stuff,
而不是给一个老妈子做心理治疗 not having a therapy session for mom.
你别去看心理医生 You don't go to a therapist to talk to them
因为你和他们在一起不舒服 because you are not comfortable with them.
你是家里的中流砥柱 You are the strong rock of the family.
你才是那个照顾你女儿的人 You're the one who takes care of your daughter.
你总是努力让大家都觉得 You're the one who makes sure
一切都很好 that everyone thinks everything is fine.
你让她去看的心理医生 但谁在你身边帮你? You make her go to therapy, but who is there for you?
你啊 我知道 我很抱歉 You are, and I know that, and I'm sorry
我没有早点联系你 I haven't reached out to you sooner.
这对我来说很难启齿 It's hard for me
因为人们很难理解 to talk about it, 'cause it's hard
你在经历什么 for people to understand what you're going through
因为他们从来没有经历过 你知道吗? if they've never been through it, you know?
我知道人们会说 如果你需要倾诉 I know people say, I'm always gonna be there for you
我会一直在你身边 if you need to talk.
你试过这个吗? Have you tried this?
你试过那个吗？ Have you tried that?
是 我得说谢谢 Yes, and I say thank you, but until
但是除非你真的亲身经历过 you've actually been in it with it in your house,
你真的很难试着克服它 it's really difficult to try to get through.
我没有答案 I don't have the answers.
妈的 我43岁了 Shit, I'm 43.
我都不知道答案 I don't have the answers.
是什么让你认为 What makes you think a 17-year-old's
一个17岁的孩子会知道怎么做？ gonna have the answers, you know?
我不认为我们有答案 I don't think we ever have the answers.
不过 我认为积极的一面是 I think the positive thing is, though,
无论发生什么事 is that you're trying to show her
你都在努力向她展示并成为她生活中的积极力量 and be that positive force in her life no matter what.
这很难 It is hard.
我知道她在学校 I know she's been going through a lot at school
经历了很多欺凌之类的事情 with the bullying and everything like that.
前几天我们谈得很愉快 We had a wonderful conversation the other day,
至少我认为是这样 直到她站起来 or at least I thought it was, 'til she got up
回到家里 and went back in the house, but hopefully
但希望有些话听进去了 some of it stuck in.
我只是想让她知道 I just wanted to let her know and hope that she knows
希望她知道无论发生什么 我都在这里 that no matter what happens, I am here.
我们不需要谈这个 We don't need to talk about it,
我们不需要说什么 we don't need to say words.
我在这 你知道吗? I got you, you know?
就像你一直支持着我一样 Like you've always had my back.
我总是在一些棘手的情况下支持你 I've always had your back in some sticky situations.
你知道我会在你身边 You know that I will be there for you
帮你摆脱困境 或做任何你需要的事 to bail you out or do whatever you need to do
因为那才是朋友 也是妈妈该做的事 'cause that's what friends do and that's what moms do.
无条件的爱 这就是我想展示给她的 Unconditional love, and that's all I wanna show her,
只是告诉她无论如何我都会在她身边 just to tell her that I'm gonna be there no matter what,
我想她有听 and I think she was listening.
我想她知道 I do think she knows that.
我想她知道 I think she knows that you are going
无论如何你都会无条件地爱她 to unconditionally love her no matter what.
在内心深处 Deep inside somewhere.
很深 很深的地方 Deep, deep. Way deep down.
在青少年焦虑的深渊里 Way deep down in that teenage angst hole,
对 Right.
她真的理解的 She really does understand it.
但我不想让你来这里 But I didn't want you to come here and focus
谈一整天的悲伤事 on all your grief, well, I want you
我想让你和我谈谈其他的事情 to talk to me about other things.
我爱你 我认为心理治疗已经结束了 So, I love you, and I think therapy session is over,
现在我们需要进入实质问题 and now we need to get to the nitty gritty.
你知道我很想谈谈你离婚后的性生活 You know I'd love to talk about your new divorcee sex life.
我很感兴趣 I'm interested.
43岁单身女性的冒险故事 The adventures of a 43-year-old single female.
冒险故事？ Adventurous?
冒险故事 Adventures.
你可以把每天等上司打电话过来叫做冒险 If you call waiting for the principal to call adventurous,
把偷看超市里的人当做冒险 or looking at the guy in the supermarket
上去说 嘿 你好吗？ like hey, how are you?
今天看看那些苹果 如何啊 先生？ Checking out those apples today, huh, sir?
稍微弯下腰 啪的一声就能欣赏了 A little bend over and snap just to appreciate it.
弯下腰 啪的一声 我的上帝 Bend and snap, good god.
是啊 太过了 Yes. Too much.
嗯 你知道我的 Well, you know me.
嘿 史蒂夫 看看你的马子 Yo, Steve, look at your girl.
她怎么了？ What about her?
她太嗨了？ Yo, is she trippin'?
是吧 I'd say.
我们应该给她 We should give her that drink,
那杯她之前不想喝的酒 the one she didn't want earlier.
是的啊 Yes. Yeah.
天啊 真是个好主意 Oh, god, that's a great fucking idea.
我知道 I know.
祝您好运 My blessing.
劳拉 能帮我抱着那位"我待会再喝"小姐吗？ Laura, can you hold Miss I'll drink later?
好的 交给我 Okay, I'm on it.
你别说话 You stop talking.
音乐还在放 Music is still playing.
早上好 Morning.
哦 我想她喜欢 Oh, I think she likes it.
张嘴 Open up.
嗯 Mm.
你想我接着来吗 You wanna do me next?
酒量真好 She's a good chugger.
比你强 约翰 Better than you, John.
我还能说什么？ What can I say?
她是天生的 She's a natural.
啊 Ew.
你们他妈的 Fuck all of you.
我们只是在开玩笑 亲爱的 We're just joking, sweetheart.
太恶心了 It's so nasty.
真恶心 So nasty.
好恶心 So sick.
嗯 Yeah.
这很好玩 It's funny, guys.
我们是怎么找到这个地方的? Yo, so, how'd we get this place, anyways?
看门人显然和我们一样 Well, apparently janitors, they also
也喜欢嗑药 prefer to do drugs as we do.
很好 Nice.
我的天啊 我的天啊 Oh my god, oh my god.
我忘了给你们看 I forgot to show you.
什么 看什么？ What, what's that?
哦 看看这个 Oh, check her out.
天哪 Holy shit.
你他妈的在哪儿弄到的？ Where the fuck did you get that?
这是我的新宝贝 It's my new baby.
很漂亮 对吧？ She's pretty, right?
你为什么要这个？ Why do you need that?
因为太酷了 'Cause it's fucking cool.
真他妈的酷 It's pretty fucking cool, man.
真他妈的酷 It's fucking dope.
这是你在没有围墙的店面 Is that your tool for when you
做生意要用上的工具吗? open up your business with no walls?
是啊 Yes, yes it is.
说实话 我不太喜欢枪 I don't really like guns to be honest.
哦 管他的 Oh, whatever.
随你们怎么说 Look, you guys, you can say whatever you want.
这个小镇不够大 容不下我们两个 This town ain't big enough for the both of us.
是这样吗？ Is that so?
我们得像男人一样解决这个问题 We're gonna have to settle this like men.
废物 大个子废物 Loser, big fucking loser.
安静点 Just be quiet.
用传统方式 Do this old fashioned way like,
你说呢？ what'd you say, men?
数到三 On the count of three.
好啊 Yeah, bitch.
3 Three.
2 Two.
1 One.
抽枪 Draw.
操 妈的 Fuck, oh fuck.
你干了什么？ What did you do?
不 我不是故意的 No, I didn't mean anything.
她要去哪里？ Where's she going?
史蒂夫 去抓住她 不然我们全完了 Steve, yo, go get her or we're all fucked.
我去 I'm on it.
快去 我们得抓到她 Yeah, come on, we gotta go get her.
我不管用什么办法 I don't care what we do.
我们必须把她弄回来 We just need to get her the fuck back here.
分头行动 We'll split up.
快 快走 Come on, let's go.
出来 Come on.
你就直接出来吧 Why don't you just get out?
出来大家都好过 You'll make this easier on everyone.
出来 Come on.
我保证约翰不会伤害你的 I'll make sure John doesn't hurt you.
他妈的 Fuck. You think
你以为你逃得了吗 你这个小婊砸 you're gonna get away, you little bitch?
见鬼 Shit.
啊 你这贱人 Ah, you bitch.
贱人 Oh, bitch.
出来吧 姑娘 Come out, girl.
我们时间不多了 We don't have all day.
如果你出来 我就跟你做个好交易 If you come out, I'll make a deal with you.
你觉得怎么样？ What do you say?
你知道我不是故意的 You know I didn't mean for this to happen.
这是个愚蠢的意外 It was a dumb accident.
-天啊 -我差点开枪了 Holy Jesus. I almost shot you.
哟 是我 他妈的神经病 Yo, it's just me, fucking psycho.
你想挨枪子吗？ Do you wanna get shot?
你也想死吗？ Do you wanna die too?
哟 你需要冷静一下 Yo, you need to relax.
我们都需要冷静一下 We both do.
等找到你那小婊子 我就放松了 Okay, I'll relax once you find your little bitch, man.
伙计 我开车送她来的 Man, I drove her here.
她肯定还在楼里 She's gotta still be in the building.
我们他妈的一定要找到她 We just gotta fucking find her.
那就别跟我说话了 去找 Then stop talking to me and go look.
莉雅 Lea.
出来 Come out.
莉雅 Lea.
出来 Come out.
我们可以结束这一切 We can end this.
你只要来找我就行了 All you have to do is just come to me.
我不是故意杀掉她的 I didn't mean to kill her.
我不是故意的 但是你杀了米克 I didn't mean to do it, but you killed Mick.
别这样 宝贝 Come on, baby.
约翰杀的 John did that.
你知道我不会做那样的事 You know I would never do anything like that.
但你想阻止我告发 But you're trying to stop me from snitching.
别这样 他要来了 Come on, he's coming.
跟我来 Just come with me.
我们可以在他到这之前离开 We can leave before he gets there.
没人知道 No one has to know.
跟我来 Just come with me.
但我杀了她 But I killed her.
没关系 It's okay.
你不是故意的 You didn't mean to.
天哪 Jesus.
该死 Damn.
看看你对史蒂夫做了什么 Yo, look what you did to Steve.
那是你的男朋友 That's your fucking boyfriend.
我看见你下来了 I saw you come down here.
别乱动 Easy now.
噢 Ow.
你这个混蛋 Oh, you little cunt.
哦 这下好了 Oh, this is it.
无路可逃了 There's no way outta there.
等我抓到你的时候 Oh, when I get my hands on you,
我会把这个桶塞进你的喉咙 I'll shove this barrel down your throat.
你听到了吗？ You hear me?
我知道你听到了 I know you do.
你真是太不会逃跑了 You're fucking terrible at running away.
我从大厅的那头就看见你了 I saw you from all the way down the hall.
不过没关系 It's fine though.
你想玩躲猫猫是吗？ You wanna play hide and seek?
算我一个 I'm game.
我中学就是冠军 Fucking champion in middle school.
擅长逃跑 躲藏 抓人 Good at running away, hiding, and catching people.
什么都行 Both aspects.
你只会让自己处境变得更糟 You're really just making it worse on yourself.
说真的 等我抓到你 Seriously, when I get my hands on you.
你觉得我刚刚那叫疯吗? You think I was crazy before?
你他妈等着看我会对你做什么 Just fucking wait 'til what I'm gonna do to you now.
我告诉你 我他妈 I'll tell you this, I didn't like you
见到你第一眼就不喜欢你 from the moment I fucking saw you.
我希望我杀的是你 而不是米克 I wish I shot you back there and not Mick.
他是个白痴 He was an idiot.
他才不值得我的枪子儿 He didn't fucking deserve that.
但是你呢？ But you?
妈的 Fuck.
他在哪里？ Where is he?
在你后面 Behind you.
那么 我是现在杀了你呢 还是先和你玩玩? So, should I kill you now or have some fun with you first?
这是个好问题 That's a fucking good question.
我要杀了你 I'll end your bullshit.
别挣扎了 Stop struggling.
我要把你活活掐死 婊子 Oh, now I'm gonna choke the fucking life outta you, bitch.
所有的痛苦从此消失了 All pain from here on out.
要哪个 Dealer's choice.
绿茶还是灰的？ Green tea or grey?
那就绿茶 Green tea it is.
进来吧 Come on in.
嘿 你好吗？ Hey, how ya doin'?
嗨 Hi.
我很好 I'm alright.
你今天想用弹吉他代替会谈吗? Did you wanna play the guitar today instead of talk?
不 我想会谈一下 No, I think I'd like to talk.
好的 Okay.
我们可以以后弹 Maybe we can play later.
我知道自上次见面 Now, I know a lot has happened
以来发生了很多事情 我理解 since our last session, and I understand.
一切都需要时间来解决 It'll take time for everything to settle and pass,
而说实话 这可能永远都不会过去 and honestly, it may never pass, okay?
但我知道 假以时日 But I do know that in time, everything
一切都会好起来的 will work itself out just fine,
这就是我在这里的原因 and that's why I'm here, because sometimes
因为有时候沉默是金 not talking is just as good.
如果你愿意 我们可以安静地坐在这里 We can sit here quietly if you like.
不 我想聊聊 No, I'd like to talk.
好吧 说吧 Well, alright then.
你想开始了吗？ Would you like to start?
也许晚点再弹吉他行吗？ Maybe later we could play.
当然 Definitely.
我们可以即兴演奏 We can jam.
是的 即兴演奏 Yeah, jam.
说真的 我一直在找可以弹琴的伙伴 Frankly, I've been looking for someone to jam with.
一个人弹吉他感觉很糟糕 你懂么? It kinda sucks playing alone, you know?
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